whats a five letter word with two p's that means the opposite of fuck my ass?

[truth_machine]

i keep coming here to say something, then i over think and close the window. ive been doing it for at least a week straight. i want to spill my thoughts all over my keyboard, but then i dont.

the truth is - if i said i thought about you in some form or another one hundred times a day, i would be a liar. the actual number is upwards of one hundred times one hundred times...