Joy

Mar 27, 2010 14:14

Life is trully what you make it. Just recently I have come into a place of freeness I know that's not a word,but it fits work with me lol.
Self-consciousness is a terrible fear it stops you from expressing yourself for fear of rejection or being laughed at.
I used to always think what's this person going to think or say if I do this.
I didn't lack confidence just thought about things when I did it.
I'd wonder about things like when I talk a lot in an exited way did people find me annoying.
Now I don't feel like that cause for the longest while Jesus has been saying to me "the joy of the lord is your strength" nehemiah ch 8vs10.
He would also tell me to think on positive things philipians ch4 vs8 and 9.
James ch1 is also a great scripture speaking on how patience is a good teacher.
And I can testify to that cause I've been single all my life. Don't get me wrong its not easy with all the pressures out there,but it was a decision I made.
I 23 and I am seeing the fruits of waiting I am my own person and things and people do not determine my happiness it has to come within.
We put too much on people when we expect them to be our happiness. You can only be complete when it comes from within. That's why I can boldly say Jesus is my centre what I'm feeling is only something he could give,something supernatural.
Swooooo that's a mouthful I just felt to share this and hope it encourages someone be what God created you to be free.
Alexia thanks for introducing me to livejournal I'm not on here a lot I'll try to come on more often, try being the operative word lol peace out from truth301 laterz.
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