The calm AFTER the storm
In response to my last journal entry, it looks like i figured out why joni was acting like that.. hah..we are officially no longer together. We talked for over 2 hours at big boys and got a lot straightened out. Im just glad to have gotten it done with. She says the only reason she doesnt want to be exclusive any more is because she will have no time. 30 hrs of work, full class schedule and helping her sister out around the house. She said it wouldnt be fair to either of us because not enough time could be devoted. I think its very unfortunate but it might be true. I have a hard schedule this semester myself. We are still going to be friends for sure and maybe go on a date once in a while, but it seems like I need to let go for a little while I will just be torturing mysel