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i'm dropping the charges.
i can't ruin your life.
i'll never forgive myself.
i just want you to be happy.
but apparently i'm the one who makes you happy...
so that means i can't make you happy, because you can't have me...
i'm sorry.
i got off the phone, and instantly started bawling my eyes out.
i refuse to ruin your life.
i'm sorry.
if i just disappeared...maybe then everything will be okay...
i wont be hurting my family anymore..
wont be hurting friends...
wont be hurting you...
and i wont be hurting myself...
i know you wouldn't be happy without me here,
but in the end,
you'd be alot happier without me in your life,
as opposed to me being in it,
and ruining it.
i'm sorry...
i can't ruin your life.
i'll never forgive myself.
i just want you to be happy.
but apparently i'm the one who makes you happy...
so that means i can't make you happy, because you can't have me...
i'm sorry.
i got off the phone, and instantly started bawling my eyes out.
i refuse to ruin your life.
i'm sorry.
if i just disappeared...maybe then everything will be okay...
i wont be hurting my family anymore..
wont be hurting friends...
wont be hurting you...
and i wont be hurting myself...
i know you wouldn't be happy without me here,
but in the end,
you'd be alot happier without me in your life,
as opposed to me being in it,
and ruining it.
i'm sorry...