Sep 03, 2005 13:11
i tihnk i live in a universe parrelle to this. no one can understand im floating in black space. i'll find my ultimate purpose someday. it just seems i got nothing to wake up for. nothing to look forward to but i go on cause i was ment for something. to push through the shit and the delusions. im gonna find whats really real. nothing make sense to me right now. i feel that aura swimming around my head.
jsut so confusing. which voices do i listen to? what can i feel and what is etherial. things seem realer and yet more faux. it's like the dormant spirit is waking up inside of me. =/ im getting more delusional. i dont know how far i'll fall but something big will happen. no one knows me. no one can even fathom whats locked inside my head.
w/e no one will ever understand.