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well i've never been so sorry. but sorry doesn't cut it. im a horrible person. and it's true what they say. im not worth it.
and i desearve to die. i make one horrible mistake after the other. and if i never hear from u ever again i understand. i aint worth a shit.
it jsut doesn't seem real that i've become everything i hoped i wasn't. i wish it din't have to be this way. i know somewhere in me there is the guy i want to be but i feel some one has control of my brain.
and i desearve to die. i make one horrible mistake after the other. and if i never hear from u ever again i understand. i aint worth a shit.
it jsut doesn't seem real that i've become everything i hoped i wasn't. i wish it din't have to be this way. i know somewhere in me there is the guy i want to be but i feel some one has control of my brain.