Apr 12, 2005 14:43
Tara and Cassie (if you are not them then do not read this)
What the fuck are you talking about?? How am i doing exactly what you were doing to Sierra but not getting paid?? I'm not talking to you because I'M MAD AT YOU!! What i said in that letter i meant. I cannot stand being in this "friendship" anymore. You two are putting me through so much shit and i don't want to be your friend. I don't think i could handle it again. You two were my best friends (supposedly) but then you had to do some stupid shit and ruin everything. We had some really fun times but looking back at them it was all making fun of other people. I don't want to be remembered as a bitch who made fun of everyone for everything they did. Most of the people you two made fun of were not my closest friends but i still stand up for them because they don't need to be made fun of or be talked about. And Cassie i still want my flipping pen back!!
Just had to get that out of the way.
Well a block i had study hall and i didn't do much because i was talking to Ali and Absara. hahaha Absara was making a story up about this piece of music and i read it and it was so funny!!! I love her<3 SAS i actually did stuff!! I did my math homework and then Ali came up and we talked for a bit. B block was living environment. It was okay i guess. We had to take this super easy genetics test. I think i did pretty good. Lunch i wrote a not to Tara and Cassie and they read it. If I or they didn't tell you then don't worry about it, it doesn't concern you. C block i had gym!! Hilarious!! We wen tbowling and it was Heather H, Ali, me, and "Girlie" on a team. hahaha Ali Ms. Suzy song, bumlebee song, camp granada!!! Omg i love you two so freeking much<3!! D block was of course Humanities!! So boring. The only thing i enjoy is pissing off Ms. Cross, and i do a pretty good job of it too. LOL. Well after school Cassie gave me a note back. It basically consisted of "Wtf? you are doing the exact same thing to us that we did to Sierra but your not getting paid. Yeah what we did to Sierra was wrong but your worse" oh and at the bottom in pencil it said "Bitch". That made me so efing pissed off!! I just threw it out, but i felt like i was going to cry. Not because they were mad at me or because they called me a bitch. But because i was accused of doing something like they did. I would never do anything to risk my friendship with anyone. I'm not that kind of person. And because i was accused of being worse.
Friends have your back
*------Ali------*
*----Heather----*
*----Absara----*
*-----Faith-----*
*----Desiray----*
*---Jessica C---*
*---Jessica J---*
when you need it the most
so yeah I've decided to do song lyrics at the end of my entries too. Let's see how long this lasts!!
Simple Plan....Me against the World
We're not gonna be
Just apart of their game
We're not gonna be
Just the victims
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
Til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world
We won't let them change
How we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove
All their thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
It's me against the world
Me against the world
Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you in
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've got to prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world
<3 Michaela