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[trupitluvin]

i'm so much in luv it aint even funny. i enjoy the fuck out of the time we spend together even if it means me not providing for her like i would luv to. i've looked and looked for a job but no one will hire me and that sucks much balls. if only i had a job i could help in so many ways it's not funny. hopefully soon i'll end up getting a job if not i'll be starting college in the fall and claiming unemployment so that i can get my life on a better track than it is ive already found or(fell) for someone that makes me extremely happy and the next thing to do would be to get my life on track and have a successful one. but as it stands now i'm happy but upset that my life is at a stand still. maybe i just need to suck it up and bite the bullet. i dont im very confussed on what to do! im more so hoping that the descion i make is the right one for myself.
1. i need a job
2. i need a car
3. i need my own place
4. i got my girl
5. i needa better life with her........................................................
i luv you baby
E.J.
P.S.the main reason i dont update that
much is because im always around the ones
i love and talk to but one i miss you Kev.