Oct 04, 2005 01:46
YAY! Im 16 now! heyyyy....lol I had such a gud tym at my party that it turn out to be the happiest day of my life....
Ok so me n missa wake up sunday morning n we got camera n video cameras in my face....lol So we have sumwut of an audienc gettin ready but it wuznt that bad. so my VIP's started to show up at the house around 1 to be there in time to get in the limo, but knowing me, my ass is still in there gettin ready when they show up... i promise everyone, one of these days i will be on time for sumthing. So while im in my room gettin ready ppl that never really chilled wit me n my old friends r all out there in the dinning room yellin steph theres sumbody at the door, so im thinkin ok so itz jus another 1 of the VIP's.....omg i was so wrong! I did a double take to c RYAN FUCKING SMALLY at my door i screamed so loud, ran, and jumped on him....lol missa ryt behind me, poor ryan had 2 of us in his arms in the air. I havnt seen him in so long! he wuz jus down for the weekend n wuz leavin 4 another month until he's bak for gud. but omg, it made my day!
So 2 comes and the limos here, joey n nate r still in the car on their way so i had to sit there n stall by letting every1 wit a camera get pix so we dont leave them behin...lol so once everyone was there we all get on to my red carpet that the limo drivr rolls out in go ridding around the beach for like n hour doin stupid shit like me makin out wit my wife ashley....lol
So now finally my ass gets to my party n i walk in n the dj plays the theme song from the oc when i get threw the door, i wuz like omg awwww! lol. ppl r arriving n shit n omg i finally c my jessica her n kevin came. so i walked outside for a cig, n guess whos there RYAN again....lol i wuz like i thought u said u had stuff to do n hes all like "u think ima miss ur sweet 16?" We finally get the boys dancin n everyones havin a gud tym n all but idk, there wuz jus one thing misin, so i go outside talk to jess bout the fact that ryan made my day, but i jus wish shaun could be there. N it wuz funny but stupid i guess that on my real b-day thursday when i blew out the candels on my cup cakes....lol i wished that i had my baby bak....
So now it starts to get dark out ppl r still dancin im in pain from dancin so much n here comes nikki shauns lil sis, i wuz so happy to c her n i tld her to call her mom n let her know where she is n stuff n i let her stay. i brought her with me everywhere i went...lol so im sitting there in the middle of dancing with my wife when i look to the doorway n see shuan walkin in....omg my heart jus dropped. in a daze, i walked ryt up to him gave him the biggest hug ever n led him outside.... i wuz sitting on a rail n he wuz standning in front of me n while i wuz in his arms my whole jus would not stop shaking, i wuz like ummm wow...lol. so this is the first tym i talked to him since we broke up. so i wuz sayin that i knew he wuz goin through alot of shit n if he doesnt wunna be with me i waned him to know that i wuz always goin to be there for him if he wanted to talk. n i looked at him n said do u think you'll ever wunna be with me again, n he sed wut do u think? i told him no n that wuznt a mind reader n he said that us bein together again would be a great idea, omg i felt tears comming n just idk, i wuz jus so happy it wuz like wishes really do come tru so we went bak inside i actually got Shuan to kinda dance...lol we did better with the slow dances n i just had the greatest day ever.
so now me n him r bak togethr n he wuz actualy callin me 2day n i went to his house for a few hours, he made me dinner...lol, n my mom called n said i had to come home n he told me he'll call me later, n he actually did, n im supose o chill wit him again tomorrow when he getz home from his program thingy. Finally things r startin get better in my life n im jus so greatful with evrything, all i need to do is get gud grades n i wont have nething to worry about, jus some of the things on the tape from my party which i still havnt seen....lol