tidal waves they rip right through me
i feel an ass.
i feel pretty much the worst I've felt in an a very long time.
Dave says he needs his space. Its not a break. Whatever. That I need to fix myself and how to be on my own. This is not how to do this. I don't understand. I dont understand why we need to be seperate...He says I should talk to someone and maybe they could explain it better.
I really need people right now. Like any people. Just anything. To get my mind off this. Because I am crying and I can't stop. And when I do, 10mins later I realize I'm crying again and I can't help it.
All I've eaten was a bagel at like noon yesterday. I don't feel like eating. I am going through the motions trying to be ok. But everything reminds me of times when we were happy.
I can't help thinking this is all my fault. This is just another thing I've fucked up.
He says he'll be there when this is over.
I want him to hold my hand.
He loves me. But this hurts like nothing else...
i feel pretty much the worst I've felt in an a very long time.
Dave says he needs his space. Its not a break. Whatever. That I need to fix myself and how to be on my own. This is not how to do this. I don't understand. I dont understand why we need to be seperate...He says I should talk to someone and maybe they could explain it better.
I really need people right now. Like any people. Just anything. To get my mind off this. Because I am crying and I can't stop. And when I do, 10mins later I realize I'm crying again and I can't help it.
All I've eaten was a bagel at like noon yesterday. I don't feel like eating. I am going through the motions trying to be ok. But everything reminds me of times when we were happy.
I can't help thinking this is all my fault. This is just another thing I've fucked up.
He says he'll be there when this is over.
I want him to hold my hand.
He loves me. But this hurts like nothing else...