One Day I think I Know You.. Then the Next Day I Don't
I sit here cycling through my old music, reliving the old days.. and i wonder where all that time went? it really does feel like i just started high school not too long ago. but when i think about all the stuff that's happened in that short time span i realize just how long it's been. there was the formation of our band back in the first month of school, there was love that is now lost, there where triumphs and tragedies.. now i'm just sounding like a crappy movie.. also as a person i've changed since then.. i'm a lot more open to people that i don't know as well as my close friends and i'm not as afraid to speak up.. i guess singing in the band really helped me a lot with that, since at our first show there was 100 odd people there.. (by the way.. show coming up on March 20th in Morristown.. talk to me about it if you wanna go.. *please go?*).. this year is a lot different than last year too.. it doesn't seem like it right now but it is more work, and its getting more demanding.. its also a lot different not having Pete around the house anymore.. i won't lie i really miss the kid. it'll be good to see him if he comes up for the play, and i'll see him on siblings weekend (26-27 or 28) i miss having his cynical comments on everything and his advice about what games to get and what not to get.. i took his presence for granted and now that its gone, i realize how much i valued it. well now that i went off on that tangent.. i shall retire to bed.. i'm freakin tired.. later to the few that actually read this :-P