[ic, locked.]

[trunkate]

[ dreams. ]

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[trunkate]

[ just what kinds of things are you dreaming tonight, Hisoka? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[Eh, just the usual: cherry blossoms, rape, trauma, and all that jazz]

[trunkate]

[ now, isn't there a moment when your dream usually ends. statistically speaking, all dreams must. . . end, right? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[Well, if by "ends" you mean "I wake up screaming," then yes. :') It's usually somewhere around now, I guess]

[trunkate]

[ not tonight, you don't. so, what happens next? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[...well, first I'm going to take a moment to be traumatized and confused. IS THAT COOL]

[trunkate]

[ tasty. I mean, cool. ]

[esp_not_pms]

[...soooooooo now the question is why I'm still here]

[trunkate]

[ the bigger question, actually, is what is going to happen next.

and that is~ how do you feel about your father? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[I think "DO NOT WANT" covers it]

--Father?

[trunkate]

[ how do you feel about your father walling you and telling you all about how he ~feels~ about you. seems like a good bonding moment, hm? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[ . . . this is not the type of fatherly bonding I wanted . . .]

[trunkate]

[ but his body is so close to yours! you can practically feel the spit from his mouth as he berates you. ]

[esp_not_pms]

[...ew!! Also hellooooooooo, self-loathing]

[trunkate]

[ but just when you think you are going have too much self-loathing . . . he stops! and then ruffles your hair. and says he's glad to be your father and you know what, because this is a dream, you feel like you could almost believe that. . .? ]

[esp_not_pms]

[Well it's not like I probably haven't dreamed of something like this on my own, so...]