I am not only where I am in relation to where you are. I must know where I am when I am without you.
What do you do when you want to be so much closer to someone than you already are, and what if you can't? What if you are already really close to someone, but you're not sure you want to be close to them anymore, or someone who isn't immature and childish comes along? You don't give up on the first person do you? Just tell me you don't. Then maybe I can move on to something better. Not better, just eh. Yea, this isn't coming out the way I had hoped, but the weird thing is that I just keep typing it. I don't have to post this, so obviously I need someone to read it. Or maybe I just really want you to read it. Yea, it's definately that one. Please read this.
Thankyou for praying for me, I know it helped. I couldn't have done it without you there. I am glad you were outside that audition door, even though I may not have shown it. I kept going, it was like a driving force knowing that people on the outside were not rooting for my failure. Thankyou for being there for me. I'm getting my second chance now. I didn't think I was going to get one. What was that song you sent me, I think I could quote it...I am not sure I will, but yea ok...
I don't really know what else to say. I'm sure it would be a lot more meaningful if I could tell you to your face. I will, the next chance I get. I would use your name, but you already know I am talking to you, so why bother. I enjoy rambling on about you on this journal anyway, and I can say a lot more if I don't use your name. Anyway, I guess I better go now. I'm going to wait for you to sign on so I can just talk one on one again. It's so much more exciting that way. I'm out guys!
Thankyou for praying for me, I know it helped. I couldn't have done it without you there. I am glad you were outside that audition door, even though I may not have shown it. I kept going, it was like a driving force knowing that people on the outside were not rooting for my failure. Thankyou for being there for me. I'm getting my second chance now. I didn't think I was going to get one. What was that song you sent me, I think I could quote it...I am not sure I will, but yea ok...
I don't really know what else to say. I'm sure it would be a lot more meaningful if I could tell you to your face. I will, the next chance I get. I would use your name, but you already know I am talking to you, so why bother. I enjoy rambling on about you on this journal anyway, and I can say a lot more if I don't use your name. Anyway, I guess I better go now. I'm going to wait for you to sign on so I can just talk one on one again. It's so much more exciting that way. I'm out guys!