"I'm falling apart spiritually and my friends can see it"
Can I give in now? I don't know what you want from me G-d, I don't know. I'm listening to what you have to say, but I still don't understand. Keeping up the "stubborn Jew" routine for you is becoming incredibly difficult. I wish I could find someone that could look beyond that and have that mean nothing. I wish someone like that existed here in the bible belt. Someone hold me, I need guidance. . .