Sep 28, 2003 21:33
Well it is a miracle. We made finals at Owasso contest. With how our rehersals had been going I was fairly certain that we had no chance. I'm just glad people have finally stepped up and taken ownership. Mainly freshmen, but either way I am still very proud of those kids.
We're just a great bunch of kids. We have so much fun together, it is insane. I've made so many great friends, I hope we can stay in touch after we all graduate. Unfortunately that is coming up very soon. My closest friends I have made are seniors this year. I am not sure what I will do without them. I suppose make new friends, but no one could ever replace them. I guess I'll just feel lonely. They better come back and visit me.
BOA is in 2 weeks. I am so ready for this. I need to buy a whole lot of cameras and use them all up. It will be a great trip, I'll be sure to post more later. We leave October 9 at midnight. I am going to love being on a bus with hormonal teenagers at 12:00 in the morning. I hope it isn't another dramatic trip. I'm sick of soap operas.
That happens a lot in our band. I don't know about everyone else. Maybe it's just all a magical part of being in high school. HAHA, yea I'd love to get in on that. I guess that won't be happening any time soon. I would appreciate if people wouldn't be all touchy feely around me, it makes me depressed and lonely. Don't take that the wrong way. I have friends that I like, just not friends that will date me. There's a reason, just not one that I can say. Hormones suck, if anyone disagrees, well blah. It must just be my hormones that suck.
Then of course there are the random people who touch me, that I don't want to touch me and that just ticks me off. Stupid freshman boys. They never grow up do they? Great, I am so excited. My good friends leave me and I am left with the freshman who don't seem to care. I'm glad though that they are here, they work hard at what they do. They just need to learn when to stop.
Well it's getting late, I was definately up all of Saturday just for the contest, I slept most of today except I had to work. So that was fun. I'll be paid soon with my first paycheck. Fun stuff. Well I am going to sleep now, I'm out!