Jun 04, 2006 22:10
Got a new cell phone today. Woo.
I've been doing a lot of thinking these past couple weeks. Most of it started after my ride with Pearland EMS. I really didn't want to go home. Among other things, it made me realize how badly I want to get out on my own...to at least have some MEANING to my life. As it is now, I don't get up before 11 unless I have to be at work. My parents keep telling me that I need to stop sleeping until noon, but I just tell them that I'll get up before then if I have a reason to. Right now, I don't have any reason to.
I have a 2.6 GPA right now. All I hear is how you have to have a 4.0 to get in to the nursing school here. The cut-off for the class that starts this August was 3.8. *sigh*
The only thing I want to do right now is EMS. I'm tired of school.
I've also considered applying for a couple assistant band director positions, but don't think I stand a chance. I've been "out of the loop" for two years.
*sigh*
I'm just bored and lonely, is all...