Pure ignorance to follow
So I got to spend my Christmas (it was a few days early cause of work) explaining to my neice why I gave London away. For those of you who don't know/remember London is the baby I had back in April. My ex sister-in-law had told her that I did it cause I didn't love her enough to want to take care of her. WHO THE **** SAYS THAT!!! Even if in some dark part of yourself you think that of me would you really say it to a 7 yr old that you know is going to come back and ask about it. I really really wanted to hurt her at that point. We don't trash talk her in front of Kyra though so I just explained that her mommy must have just misunderstood the situation, and then explained it to her that I didn't feel like I could properly take care of London and gave her to a family that could love her and give her all the things I couldn't (not just monetary, I am a firm believer that people should be raised in a stable loving home, not knowing they are a result of a drunken night where afterward the two people randomly hate each other).