Feb 28, 2008 22:27
Actually, I'm not sure if I hate choices or not. Hang on for a moment while I decide on that one.
Just kidding. But seriously. This college thing is ridiculous. I want to get out of Martin. I need to! But if I had to go to UTM, I could. I would get a pretty good education and have fun. I just don't want to be around all the same people for 12 years. I just cannot imagine it. See, if I went to UTM, I could get a major in Spanish, maybe minor in music, get lots of refund money, keep my WLJT job, see friends, have fun, etc. But I don't want to go to UTM. Dr. Gorman keeps trying to persuade me, and Dr. Jones (director of bands) called me today to personally invite me to wind ensemble or anything else at any time and that she wants me at UTM. Though she realizes that I need to make my own choice. And I have chosen UTM. I just don't understand why I keep wanting to go back on that choice when I think about it. I really don't know. *sigh* I will get it worked out, and I will be happy with whatever happens. I've made up my mind, I want to go to Murray. I'm just not sure if I've convinced myself yet. It's a choice only I can make, though.