BACK in BOSTON
I guess it is a good thing that I have not written in a while - it means I have been keeping myself busy, you know? I just cannot believe it has been over a month. Well, let's see what I have to say. Here I am, sitting in my single in my new apartment. I live here with three other girls - all of whom I had never met. It's nice because we all have our own rooms. At the same time, we all kind of stick to our rooms. There is not a TV in the living room or anything, so the only time we really see each other is in the bathroom or the kitchen - so our relationships are pretty much based on small talk chit chat. Which is fine, I suppose.
I will say that it it VERY nice to be back in the city. It is very good to be close to Nic again - too bad we don't live together anymore!! But anyway... Matt lives down the hall from me. Funny thing (not really that funny, kind of annoying actually), we have totally different schedules - I have classes M, W, Th and he has classes Tu, Fri. So the only times we see each are in the evening. I don't know. I love him dearly but sometimes it just feels different. I hate having the feeling that I may love him more than he loves me. I know that is an awful thing to say - but honestly, it's how I feel sometimes - not all the time but it's still there. Sometimes, I feel like I have to "beg" for his attention. But then again, maybe it IS the transition - coming back to Boston...... BUT at the same time, I feel like he should want to be all over me! Anyway, enough of THAT drama.
I like my classes. Mondays are pretty rough. I literally go from 9:15 to 4:30 with absolutely NO break. It can get a little tiring. My classes are ASL, African American History (Post 1900), Jewish Film, and Film Theory - sounds pretty cool, huh? So far, everything seems pretty good in that department.
Let's see. I DO miss home. I know it was really rough on my mom for me to leave home. We did a lot of bonding while I was home. And considering Jenny is now married (even though she is still at my house ALL the time), it wasn't easy having both her daughters leave home... again. And even though he doesn't come out and say it, I think my dad misses me too :) I miss them and I miss Oscar (my cat) and the rest of the zoo!! I go home in February for SOA's musical. And then I go home again for Spring Break. It will be nice.
Anyway... I think I am going to do something... what, I don't exactly know - but something. I shouldn't be lazy. I will write more soon.
I will say that it it VERY nice to be back in the city. It is very good to be close to Nic again - too bad we don't live together anymore!! But anyway... Matt lives down the hall from me. Funny thing (not really that funny, kind of annoying actually), we have totally different schedules - I have classes M, W, Th and he has classes Tu, Fri. So the only times we see each are in the evening. I don't know. I love him dearly but sometimes it just feels different. I hate having the feeling that I may love him more than he loves me. I know that is an awful thing to say - but honestly, it's how I feel sometimes - not all the time but it's still there. Sometimes, I feel like I have to "beg" for his attention. But then again, maybe it IS the transition - coming back to Boston...... BUT at the same time, I feel like he should want to be all over me! Anyway, enough of THAT drama.
I like my classes. Mondays are pretty rough. I literally go from 9:15 to 4:30 with absolutely NO break. It can get a little tiring. My classes are ASL, African American History (Post 1900), Jewish Film, and Film Theory - sounds pretty cool, huh? So far, everything seems pretty good in that department.
Let's see. I DO miss home. I know it was really rough on my mom for me to leave home. We did a lot of bonding while I was home. And considering Jenny is now married (even though she is still at my house ALL the time), it wasn't easy having both her daughters leave home... again. And even though he doesn't come out and say it, I think my dad misses me too :) I miss them and I miss Oscar (my cat) and the rest of the zoo!! I go home in February for SOA's musical. And then I go home again for Spring Break. It will be nice.
Anyway... I think I am going to do something... what, I don't exactly know - but something. I shouldn't be lazy. I will write more soon.