late night ramblings...
can't sleep. not only am i confused, i feel restless and cranky. and sad. and annoyed? i really needed a good night's sleep. i've determied that the reason i'm so crappy and lazy during the day is because i haven''t had a good, full night's sleep in... well... i seriously cannot remember.
anyway, i took the link for my lj out of my profile. i had that IMchaos link sky shit, but i just felt sorta odd about it.
i've had it before, many of my friend's have their own journal/picture link in their profiles. it never worried me back then. it's not like i even give much thought to it now.
but i feel a little weird having this exposed to anyone who wants to read it. granted, all my entries are public... but it takes some considerable amount of effort and desire to read this journal to just find the link (unless you my friend on the lj =] which means i enjoy you guys & your entries more). do i really want to wear my heart on my sleeve like that?... not everyone needs to read my emotions and rants about how "fucking miserable my life is" (but in the big picture, my life is really downright awesome and deep down i feel very fortunate). But really... my existence, my experiences, and my emotions mean shit in the big picture. But they still matter so much to me. Does that mean I'm self-centered? (Side-note: when i refer to my life, this also comprises the range of relationships and friendships i share, as well as these people's feelings [**like yourself if i care about you and you're not some creep who stalks me online], in relation to my own life and emtions).
i've been so philosophical lately. And too overly-analytical for a change.
Enoturage was hella good tonight. It's always good actually, what am I saying?? They blaze in every single episode. They use the phrase "fuck you" a little too much. But still good. You should get into it if you haven't yet.
Laguna Beach tomorrow. I'm such a girl sometimes. That's all I'll write about thattttt.
When exactly did I begin typing with capital letters? Hmmm...
YO SPAIN SO SOON. WTF. SO EXCITED/SCARED SHITLESS. SWEET.
P.S. Anyone who can appreciate beautiful music, i stongly encourage you to go download or especially buy Christopher O'Riley's stuff. He is a classical pianist who does covers of Radiohead songs, and they're truly brilliant. I'm obsessed with Radiohead. And if you know me well at all, you know I played piano for nine years. So I just appreciate it. But you could and should too.
anyway, i took the link for my lj out of my profile. i had that IMchaos link sky shit, but i just felt sorta odd about it.
i've had it before, many of my friend's have their own journal/picture link in their profiles. it never worried me back then. it's not like i even give much thought to it now.
but i feel a little weird having this exposed to anyone who wants to read it. granted, all my entries are public... but it takes some considerable amount of effort and desire to read this journal to just find the link (unless you my friend on the lj =] which means i enjoy you guys & your entries more). do i really want to wear my heart on my sleeve like that?... not everyone needs to read my emotions and rants about how "fucking miserable my life is" (but in the big picture, my life is really downright awesome and deep down i feel very fortunate). But really... my existence, my experiences, and my emotions mean shit in the big picture. But they still matter so much to me. Does that mean I'm self-centered? (Side-note: when i refer to my life, this also comprises the range of relationships and friendships i share, as well as these people's feelings [**like yourself if i care about you and you're not some creep who stalks me online], in relation to my own life and emtions).
i've been so philosophical lately. And too overly-analytical for a change.
Enoturage was hella good tonight. It's always good actually, what am I saying?? They blaze in every single episode. They use the phrase "fuck you" a little too much. But still good. You should get into it if you haven't yet.
Laguna Beach tomorrow. I'm such a girl sometimes. That's all I'll write about thattttt.
When exactly did I begin typing with capital letters? Hmmm...
YO SPAIN SO SOON. WTF. SO EXCITED/SCARED SHITLESS. SWEET.
P.S. Anyone who can appreciate beautiful music, i stongly encourage you to go download or especially buy Christopher O'Riley's stuff. He is a classical pianist who does covers of Radiohead songs, and they're truly brilliant. I'm obsessed with Radiohead. And if you know me well at all, you know I played piano for nine years. So I just appreciate it. But you could and should too.