I Need a Miracle...
Once again it's time to start over a new. Some GRIM news has come across my desk recently.
I've found out that with Wells Fargo contractors they only have a year at their assignments. Well my year has come, and I was told that my last day with the WF is going to be on the 28th of this month...
I can't tell you how hard it is to choke back the tears. A special someone of mine has told me that this is to be the season of change. I believe him very much right now. What with everything that has happened in the past few months, change was just inevitable. Yeah, and for some of you that don't know here is a brief cap of the last few months give or take:
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1) my korean-grandma went on to her new life
2) found out I have to start a new job because Wells Fargo is letting me go due to my contract
3) my "friends" stopped calling me
4) had to have foot surgery
5) didn't get to go on a vacation that I wanted
6) tried to quit smoking [ugh]
...
there's a coupla other things I am sure. Any how. I titled this entry I need a Miracle because just that. I am so frightened right now like NONE other in my life. All because of the uncertainty. I have car payments to make, I would like to get a place of my own, more independance would be nice of course. SO much adult mannerisms I'd like to acquire, but it's so hard when you have to be creative and try to work at it.
THE POSITIVE ( I guess):
A lot of events in the past few months have taught me valuable lessons. For example I at least know what to look for when finding an apartment, I know how to search of a job. On the same note Wells Fargo has taught me a pleanty in the corporate worlk. I really feel as if I know how to conduct myself in a professional manner more than ever. I also feel more confident in my interviewing skills. I started to be brave and met some new friends downtown, and started getting more confident at doing new things. Also of course I met my very supportive, deep, caring, and devilishly good-looking boyfriend in my time at Wells Fargo. I am definately THANKFUL for that. Can't complain there! hahah.
I think this will be one of those times in my life when I will look back a year from now and laugh... I hope... Also another positive note to working at the WF... I've learned to type like a mad-man and dual-task!
Good night, and good luck!
I've found out that with Wells Fargo contractors they only have a year at their assignments. Well my year has come, and I was told that my last day with the WF is going to be on the 28th of this month...
I can't tell you how hard it is to choke back the tears. A special someone of mine has told me that this is to be the season of change. I believe him very much right now. What with everything that has happened in the past few months, change was just inevitable. Yeah, and for some of you that don't know here is a brief cap of the last few months give or take:
...
1) my korean-grandma went on to her new life
2) found out I have to start a new job because Wells Fargo is letting me go due to my contract
3) my "friends" stopped calling me
4) had to have foot surgery
5) didn't get to go on a vacation that I wanted
6) tried to quit smoking [ugh]
...
there's a coupla other things I am sure. Any how. I titled this entry I need a Miracle because just that. I am so frightened right now like NONE other in my life. All because of the uncertainty. I have car payments to make, I would like to get a place of my own, more independance would be nice of course. SO much adult mannerisms I'd like to acquire, but it's so hard when you have to be creative and try to work at it.
THE POSITIVE ( I guess):
A lot of events in the past few months have taught me valuable lessons. For example I at least know what to look for when finding an apartment, I know how to search of a job. On the same note Wells Fargo has taught me a pleanty in the corporate worlk. I really feel as if I know how to conduct myself in a professional manner more than ever. I also feel more confident in my interviewing skills. I started to be brave and met some new friends downtown, and started getting more confident at doing new things. Also of course I met my very supportive, deep, caring, and devilishly good-looking boyfriend in my time at Wells Fargo. I am definately THANKFUL for that. Can't complain there! hahah.
I think this will be one of those times in my life when I will look back a year from now and laugh... I hope... Also another positive note to working at the WF... I've learned to type like a mad-man and dual-task!
Good night, and good luck!