R E A C T I O N
I'm taking a risk in writing this going public so soon. Cuz as we all know my life is so celebrity oriented. Sometimes I do feel as if my life could be summed up on the pages of a Tabloid magazine.
However down to business. I understand that in my previous entry I wrote about my "manizing" and what not. Now, for some odd reason I feel as if it is time to put away those shoes.
For the first time in FOREVER I feel ready to dive into something serious. I am not sure how, when, where, who it will happen with but, what I am saying is that I hope that it comes natural. I feel totally ready to assert myself into "Girlfriend" world again. It wasn't in my cards in the past cuz trust me I was a Hot-Mess. So, now I guess what I am saying is that yes once again it is that time for some support from my friends. Sometimes I do need that extra little push.
So, already I've got the ball rolling. I decided today to start cleaning up my room again and, not living sucha man-slob lifestyle. After today I decided not to drink soo much soda and start taking care of my body cuz, as we all know how can I take care of someone else when I can't take care of myself.? lol
Anyway that's it. That's what I came here today to write. I am checking my fears at the door basically.
I hope that everyone had a great Holiday season and that everyone's New Years will be happy and safe. [By the way what's up with New Years plans.. does anyone want to conjure up something with me.. or do something that day???] I hope so. Anyway have a great day everyone!
However down to business. I understand that in my previous entry I wrote about my "manizing" and what not. Now, for some odd reason I feel as if it is time to put away those shoes.
For the first time in FOREVER I feel ready to dive into something serious. I am not sure how, when, where, who it will happen with but, what I am saying is that I hope that it comes natural. I feel totally ready to assert myself into "Girlfriend" world again. It wasn't in my cards in the past cuz trust me I was a Hot-Mess. So, now I guess what I am saying is that yes once again it is that time for some support from my friends. Sometimes I do need that extra little push.
So, already I've got the ball rolling. I decided today to start cleaning up my room again and, not living sucha man-slob lifestyle. After today I decided not to drink soo much soda and start taking care of my body cuz, as we all know how can I take care of someone else when I can't take care of myself.? lol
Anyway that's it. That's what I came here today to write. I am checking my fears at the door basically.
I hope that everyone had a great Holiday season and that everyone's New Years will be happy and safe. [By the way what's up with New Years plans.. does anyone want to conjure up something with me.. or do something that day???] I hope so. Anyway have a great day everyone!