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got a mix from ariel on monday, and a mix from ry today. im so happy. i have the best of all music. weve got the indie-ish stuff, and the sceamo-ish stuff. ah, purrrrfect. swimming went well yesterday i guess. i had only one race and it was the 400 free relay. so thats 4 laps for me. and i cant do that very well at all. amanda said i was doing well (for me) until my flipturns. yea they were pretty interesting. actually, yea they were funny, i knew it too, its just that i couldnt breathe. haha, whatever, ill be the one who doesnt care if they lose, and provides comic relief while doing it. swim team is so serious, everybody gets so angry and stressed. i understand, but its a little much to take sometimes. i dont know what im gonna do right now regarding people. i know what i want, but its only gonna be temporary and i know it, and when its done ill want someone else. im not planning this, but thats how it will work. and i dont want to leave anyone hanging so ill just have to be straightforward but thats not easy all the time....