You'll have to accept that you are here then you are gone...
First off its been a long time since I last updated....
Secondly Cheezums Pringles taste soo much effin better when you are high...but they get rid of the taste that they(...) leave in your mouth.
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cheers....Im feeling mysef slip away, fill up the cup
4, can I vomit yet, no mommy says hold my medicine down
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Nothing else could ever take youe because you'll always be my dream come true...
6 cant they see that NOTHING is going to stop me now? curtisy call? kill them all
7...Im not going to be here for long am I? Right now Sophie is making me smile Im going for.
8...that was deffinatly my limit
and I am now trippin balls
Okay well before this gets wicked bad leet me update I miss Deanna and Courtney and Ashley and Sophie so fucking much and everyone at home its not funny how much I miss them and Joey!!!!!! He might be comming here once hes off house arrest which is mo fukking ill...my moms going to talk to his PO and shit she said shed milkto get him here she misses him to my mom loves Joey and I miss him an I hate that he has to go threw his he is really trying wicked hard omg ts getting bad I missed this feeling so much, I guess everyone wants to know about Arizona its chill I mean nothin like home I got a job and I work my ass off and save my money up so Im probably gunna be home october for a visit and then forever in December we got a new dog her name is Ava she means well but shes a lil shit my head feels mad weird its awsome umm I go to school like when I want to as long as Im there a certian amount of hours a week Im good, umm I made friends they mean well a lil immeture but w/e I love them just never as much as I love my family friends ahah everything is soo effin spiny ehh Stoney lets move on to him we are people I guess we love each other a lot but yea know how shit is but its been going realli good we talk a lil and say I love you and mean it meand him are ment to be together but we both fucked up so its a lil late lol Ill always love him I dont know what to do about him anymore we talk o the phone sometimes those nights are awsome he wontup even if hes about to pass out he'll pass out on the phone its cute I love hearing his voice it makesArizona seem like less of a punishment I need it here though Im doing wiced good whe I come home shits going to be good I guess I missing a lot of drama even though I still hear about it Im to fucked up for this Ill do more tomorrow