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so..
i never update anymore
is it a sad thing? probably not really kuz..
my entries are usually all 'poor me i suck at life'
haha..
so im at the point of my teenage-ness..
where im all ' hey. i hate this, so much, so much i could fight a kitten'
but. i may be spontaneous and just buy a puppy tomorrow night
im pretty excited..
and i hadnt gotten paid in 2 weeks, then today i got paid.. expecting a huge increase in ..money
well.. turns out i only got 300$ which.. is complete bullshit BECAUSE
i make 200-240 a week and... they didnt pay me for this weekend then either...
fuck hostess, get your shit in gear
also i may be working at... the sugar factory this fall making a nice 4 grand in a month and a half.. nice eh?
i thought so... that is if i get the job..
jon is coming back from holland pretty quick.. im so excited. his smile made me filled with joy during the long hard days at work.
hes going to come back and right off the bat he'll have a girlfriend.. boo hoo... haha
i HATE deciding between boys. its pretty much the worst thing ever.
i rant too much..
hows everyone doing? please please let me know.. im bored entirely and i truly miss talking to people..
also.. i was informed that if my dad wins the lottery.. hes going to buy me lots of stuff, im pretty excited for that day to come.. it will...
it will.
me and melissa drove around tonight, it was wicked raining, she was afraid of hail .. so i followed her to her house while she parked her truck in the garage... and i not caring drove my car around... why .. because my brother gets the car im driving now. how i hate him. hes 11 saying ' this car is mine you know '.. ps i bought a sweet dragon sticker for it .. its all DRAGON .. woot.
but yes.. we brought dear gizmo with us everyone .. we've decided that if she could talk she would just have a mean british old lady voice and look down upon everyone. ' a puppy? im way too mature for this '
but seriously if you've seen gizmo.. you know what im talking about...
im all.. Giiizmoo, come to auuuntie Joorrdan...
shes all.. " .. are you kidding me" * she looks at melissa* " shes joking right??"
but seriously. i love gizmo. we brought a kitty to their house once.. she was so mad at us.. practically stared us down all night.. especially melissa... ps.. the cats name was truck - dallas named it..
and one time we were over there and she was eating chocolate and i was all no and i tried taking it away and she bit me. . . stupid bitch. but.. we had our arguments, me and gizmo have our fights. but. we love each other. we are true. hahaha... yes...
i am rambling sooo much.. i apologize..
but yea.. me and melissa went out and watched lightning in the country.. like usual when there is a storm-a-stormin' ...
i was listening to "Korn" and mel was all ' is this korn?' due to we were in the country.. i was all ' no, the Corn is back there.".. followed by laughs of embarassment and halarity.. haha.. oh yes..
i visited my grandmas grave, for the first time since the funeral. it was so hard.. theres something about talking outloud to a grave that doesnt make you feel crazy at all.. I knew she was listening.
- but.. peace out.. if you read this.. your rad and awesome and i love you. haha... LOLZZ<>
chaa, LaterLoves.
i never update anymore
is it a sad thing? probably not really kuz..
my entries are usually all 'poor me i suck at life'
haha..
so im at the point of my teenage-ness..
where im all ' hey. i hate this, so much, so much i could fight a kitten'
but. i may be spontaneous and just buy a puppy tomorrow night
im pretty excited..
and i hadnt gotten paid in 2 weeks, then today i got paid.. expecting a huge increase in ..money
well.. turns out i only got 300$ which.. is complete bullshit BECAUSE
i make 200-240 a week and... they didnt pay me for this weekend then either...
fuck hostess, get your shit in gear
also i may be working at... the sugar factory this fall making a nice 4 grand in a month and a half.. nice eh?
i thought so... that is if i get the job..
jon is coming back from holland pretty quick.. im so excited. his smile made me filled with joy during the long hard days at work.
hes going to come back and right off the bat he'll have a girlfriend.. boo hoo... haha
i HATE deciding between boys. its pretty much the worst thing ever.
i rant too much..
hows everyone doing? please please let me know.. im bored entirely and i truly miss talking to people..
also.. i was informed that if my dad wins the lottery.. hes going to buy me lots of stuff, im pretty excited for that day to come.. it will...
it will.
me and melissa drove around tonight, it was wicked raining, she was afraid of hail .. so i followed her to her house while she parked her truck in the garage... and i not caring drove my car around... why .. because my brother gets the car im driving now. how i hate him. hes 11 saying ' this car is mine you know '.. ps i bought a sweet dragon sticker for it .. its all DRAGON .. woot.
but yes.. we brought dear gizmo with us everyone .. we've decided that if she could talk she would just have a mean british old lady voice and look down upon everyone. ' a puppy? im way too mature for this '
but seriously if you've seen gizmo.. you know what im talking about...
im all.. Giiizmoo, come to auuuntie Joorrdan...
shes all.. " .. are you kidding me" * she looks at melissa* " shes joking right??"
but seriously. i love gizmo. we brought a kitty to their house once.. she was so mad at us.. practically stared us down all night.. especially melissa... ps.. the cats name was truck - dallas named it..
and one time we were over there and she was eating chocolate and i was all no and i tried taking it away and she bit me. . . stupid bitch. but.. we had our arguments, me and gizmo have our fights. but. we love each other. we are true. hahaha... yes...
i am rambling sooo much.. i apologize..
but yea.. me and melissa went out and watched lightning in the country.. like usual when there is a storm-a-stormin' ...
i was listening to "Korn" and mel was all ' is this korn?' due to we were in the country.. i was all ' no, the Corn is back there.".. followed by laughs of embarassment and halarity.. haha.. oh yes..
i visited my grandmas grave, for the first time since the funeral. it was so hard.. theres something about talking outloud to a grave that doesnt make you feel crazy at all.. I knew she was listening.
- but.. peace out.. if you read this.. your rad and awesome and i love you. haha... LOLZZ<>
chaa, LaterLoves.