i dont know
errrr god fucking damn it
i just dont know ashley and amanda are always running there mouths why cant they shut there mouths some times i dont understand why they hate certin namless people (unless i feel i need to tell you who they have been taking about) who are some of the sweetest people i know so i have no idea why they talk about them. well i do but its manily because they dont like anyone who has money so yea ashley and amanda dont particularly care for me either but i dont fucking care.
also i don't understand why do the guys at gb act as though i have the plague cause last time i checked i dont have the plague and i try to be nice to most everyone unless someone has given me a reason not to like them.
so yea tonight senior cruise i ended up danceing with if the truth be told only one person(eric fox) and i didnt even want to dance with him and i really wasnt even dancing with him but i guess i should be used to it its the same every time no one wants to dance with me but whatever i shouldn't even care anymore i should be use to it but im not but its ok ill probley end up taking kris to prom cause well as of right now he i the only person who express any intrest in going with me even though it would only be as friends but at least i think i would have a good time
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the one person who said they would dance would before cruise hmmm i saw him to talk to all of 3 times once before we got on the boat once when i was taking to leah and once at the end and for some reason or other i dont think he even remembers saying he was going to dance with me but i guess i shouldnt care about that either its the same every time everyone just forgets all about me but what ever i really shouldnt care but you know what i really do care about it it just upsets me cause why i really wonder why everyone just forgets about me i swear no one cares other than like 2 people and my parents i really should be use to it because its been this way since 4th grade at great bridge its been nothing but hell on earth and i dont think its ever going to change but oh well
on the good side oh wait there isnt one
well at least ill be out of this judgemental hell hole at the end of this year and i wont have to see many of the kids from GB ever again
im not mad at the person talked about above i just dont like liars very much