i can't own up to these standards
I don't want to think about it, because when I think about it I start to lose my mind. I don't want to let go- but I have to start looking at this realistically. What's read hasn't worked for a while, but I'll give it another try. It's just... everything is getting so frustrating. Trying to have patience... trying to keep calm. To stay focused and determined. Let's write an independent project that's 10pages+ in one night. Yeah. Right.
Restless, worried, and about to shut out the world.
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something to hold, to hear murmurs, to see a smile on a face not your own,
but it's too hard to search for that, to try, when all that's around is the opposite of what you need,
don't expect to be judged, to be questioned, to feel out of place,
that's what happens, can't take it back
dance to a song you don't feel like dancing to
when we're all dizzy we'll all fall down
Restless, worried, and about to shut out the world.
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[] [] [] []
something to hold, to hear murmurs, to see a smile on a face not your own,
but it's too hard to search for that, to try, when all that's around is the opposite of what you need,
don't expect to be judged, to be questioned, to feel out of place,
that's what happens, can't take it back
dance to a song you don't feel like dancing to
when we're all dizzy we'll all fall down