Jan 08, 2006 21:47
My father passed away. It sounds so cliche to say that. It feels so sterile so BLAH. So I will put how my heat is screaming it.
I lost my daddy. I lost a bright light in my life and I am missing a key part to the functioning of my core.
My bubba, sissy and I have been pretty busy taking care of things but I will admit I feel quite lost in a room full of people. I feel like I have no voice to raise at this time though I am often encouraged to speak up. Lucky for me and many of those around me I appreciated the man I had and am so proud to have been "his". I am also so very lucky to have sublings who love me as much as Mom and Dad do. I cannot tell you how much thier comforting touch or glance can keep me a float when I just want to sit in the drivers seat of daddys pick up and sleep this all away.