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So I'm going to make a huge asshole of myself tomorrow at work... but that's cool. Whatever. What I'm going to say to him needs to be said by me and not anyone else. My horoscope today was "stop using go-betweens for important matters in your life" and yesterdays was something like "take a chance while what you want is in front of you because it's not going to be there for much longer" and not that I believe in all that astrological stuff, but for once maybe they're right. Who knows. Omg I'm gonna be such a moron talking to him tomorrow... I'm so scared. But I already know what I'm going to say... then again I always think I know what I'm going to say, and then I walk up to him and I don't want to say anything because I get those damned butterflies and get really nervous and feel like I'm 12 years old again. Only one other guy has been able to give me butterflies like him... and that scares the fuck outta me. :-\ Not cool at all. Oh well. I'll post tomorrow telling everyone how my assanine conversation goes.
<3 Vanessa <3
PS Comment if you read this, because if no one does, I'm just going to stop writing all together...