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right now...You and only you...are the only person I truly want to talk to...I want you to call...Right now...I dont WANT to be with anyone else but you...I don't wanna hear their voice...I don't wanna see anyone...I don't want someone to hold me and get me through this...I want YOU to hold me...I wanna hold YOUR hand...I wanna hear YOUR voice...I finally know what its like to want something so bad that it hurts and thats you...I'm at my weakest state possible...I wish you would stop running away from me...you go where you know its safe to be...but you can't seem to realize that I am that safe place...why can't you see that? im going through all my music trying to find something...something to listen to...but i can't stand to hear it...nothing...all I can take is silence...I have fallen apart completely and i just feel so helpless...I just don't know what to do anymore...