Sep 05, 2007 17:04
[[Y HALO THAR~ ...Well, Lee's back...His tan is still strong and his hair is longer, and he has new jewelry (in particular, a necklace that connects with Neji's). Feel free to notice the changes~. His hair is actually in a little ponytail today for the first time. WE NEED GAI TO COME AND CUT IT OFF RIGHT AWAY! Strikes can be read is squinted at.]]
It is great to be back in Hogwarts!! I am eager to learn new things and make new acquaintances! The bright, facinated faces of the newcoming students is always a delight to see! I MISSED THE OVERWHELMING ABUNDANCE OF HOGWARTS FOOD SO MUCH!!!
The choir at the opening ceremonies on Monday sounded glorious!! I wonder if I should join the choir...
...Or maybe I could try out for Quidditch as was suggested by a few friends...
Whatever is out there, I would like to try a hand at it! This is my 6th year at Hogwarts, I want to make the best of it!!!
Let us just hope I do not end up in the Hospital Wing this year...
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...This summer had probably been the most eventful yet.
...And to think why Neji and Gaara-kun despised each other so...on my account...Now I understand it all. I thought at first that Gaara-kun was only trying to protect me from Neji, knowing that Neji was my rival, and that he had his suspicions about him...which greatly annoyed Neji - but now that I realize that it ran so much deeper than that, I cannot help but feeling slightly ashamed for not noticing it all earlier.
...And ashamed of myself for what I did to Gaara-kun. I did not know. I did not allow myself to see it. Especially when he told me once that he is incapable of love. All I felt was the rejection, and Neji picking up the pieces of my heart with such a persistence...I could not help myself. I fell for him. Again.
...So many years ago upon Gaara-kun telling me that he could not love, I vowed that I would be the one to change his attitude towards love. Now that it has actually happened...I cannot help but feeling horrible...being the one to crush his first chance at love.
I do not know if it is on the account of this scar, the cosmic connection that we share...but I am not truly happy until Gaara-kun is.
Neji and I share no scar. We share no happy childhood filled with mirthful, youthful memories. But I am sure we have a similar connection. For the very first day I saw him, the very time we traded our first blows, the very first time I saw him train...I felt an inclination towards him...
...And so, he became my rival.
Shukaku is going overboard. His incentives towards Ino-san are unknown, but his actions make me ill to the stomach.
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Garden.
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