[[If only today stays forever...or not.]]

Aug 18, 2007 18:10

*A bit outside of the Konoha public training grounds, Lee sits after a rather masochistic training session, hugging his knees by a tree that he took quite a lot of frustration upon (and it shows - poor tree XD), and watches the sunset. His bandages are red with blood.*

An elderly lady randomly caught my attention on the street today and told me,

"When something is too good to be true, it probably is..."

[[Private - Even might be a little hard for Gai to hack, but its possible...]]

...I have not been able to get in touch with Tenten in a while. Without her friendship, I feel lost. And as I think about it these days, I realize how attached I allow myself to become, and how dependent I am on the guidance of others..

...Who would I be without my precious persons? Without Gai-sensei, how would have I carried myself, how would I have looked, How would I speak...? I am alarmed that I am not sure how to answer that question myself...I would have probably been more anxious to grow older instead of taking so much pride in my 'youth'...

I realize that I become so attached to my precious person that I am not readily sure what to do without their guidance. I forfeit my heart easily

I cannot allow myself to become so attached. When I lose my preciuos persons, I feel as if I willl break... I feel like a table that has lost a leg...I feel...

...paranoid?

...I feel that if I become too attached to him, I will lose him as well...

...but I am too late...

I do not think I am ready to go back...to see him...I do not want to allow myself to become too attached...


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[[Absolutely Unhackable]]

...I do not know what frightens me the most -...

... That I am in love with a man, or that I am in love with my Eternal Rival...

...What will Gai-sensei think of me...? I do not know what I would do if he were to disown me like my father did...I do not know what I would do at all...

...And Gaara-kun...what if he really spoke the truth and loved me the way he said that he did...? I cannot help to think that the demon is attempting to brainwash him once again in an attempt to hurt me...But when he arrives once again at my doorstep...all the way from Sunagakure to tell me this...

...I do not know what to believe...

...I am so lost...

...Gai-sensei...

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[[Filtered to Ino]]

Ino-san, I would like to express my sincerest gratitude for the other day...

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neji, gai, gaara, ino, tenten

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