I May Retire

Feb 25, 2005 00:08

I am fed up! Those who swore loyalty to Harmonia save for Viceroy Lena look like they just don't care anymore. People are fed up with me and I am fed up with them. Maybe I should retire and live a different existence. What I feel like doing is going to Filgaia and just live among the Baskar tribe. Or maybe take the Rune of Punishment and use its power until the Rune takes my life at the moment I use it to the max. I don't know...it's a confusing period in my real and fantasy life.

Here are my REAL LIFE options:

1) Live the shadowy, lonely and melancholy existence that my delusions have been covering up for so long.

2) Leave this place and live a new existence elsewhere. As to how I will live it is unknown at this time.

3) Nurture my Catholic side and become a Benedictine monk or something.

4) Pack my things and live as a hermit in the mountains.

5) This seems to be a good one- make a book and/or RPG out of my "delusions."

As for those who TRULY gave me support, thank you. As for the antagonists who gave me nothing but thorns...you are pardoned of your cruelty and I leave it at that. But I didn't say I am officially retiring...just that I may if my emotional agony continuies to plague me.
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