Not Feeling Good
Lately I haven't felt that well lately, emotionally at least. I have never felt so LONELY and bored in my life. Is this a sign that my days as a psycho monarch are coming to an end after years of megalomania that distanced others away from me? I don't know yet, but one thing's for certain, I want to cut down on being evil, maybe. There are people I hang out with, yet I feel distant from them, or rather them distant from me. It's very hard to just posting this, but I should be okay for now.
Maybe it's because I don't relate to them as much, or maybe they think I'm not out of touch with reality. It has to be either my obsession with Suikoden -OR- my desire to take over the world that stemmed from encountering Luca Blight in Suikoden II. Maybe I demand too much respect as the Mad Prince, who knows. Egocentricity may be a factor in what keeps people distant from me.
But I do know that since the beginning I was never much of a sociable person and that I never related to most "normal" people in the beginning. Come on, I would think that only three or four of us in the school were Suikoden fans, or had plans for world domination. Plus, I don't listen to any music but video game soundtrack, and most of my games are RPG's.
But, I did buy Suikoden IV and happy about it! Sure, it's only four in a party, that the countries in this game SUCK along with many of the names, voice overs, and characters, but the graphics and special effects are nice. At least I got a strategy guide with a discount from 15.99 to 12.79.
Maybe it's because I don't relate to them as much, or maybe they think I'm not out of touch with reality. It has to be either my obsession with Suikoden -OR- my desire to take over the world that stemmed from encountering Luca Blight in Suikoden II. Maybe I demand too much respect as the Mad Prince, who knows. Egocentricity may be a factor in what keeps people distant from me.
But I do know that since the beginning I was never much of a sociable person and that I never related to most "normal" people in the beginning. Come on, I would think that only three or four of us in the school were Suikoden fans, or had plans for world domination. Plus, I don't listen to any music but video game soundtrack, and most of my games are RPG's.
But, I did buy Suikoden IV and happy about it! Sure, it's only four in a party, that the countries in this game SUCK along with many of the names, voice overs, and characters, but the graphics and special effects are nice. At least I got a strategy guide with a discount from 15.99 to 12.79.