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i did something so unbelievably, so ridiculously, so IMPERIOUSLY STUPID and i just right now hate myself and hate that i can be so fucking stupid. i mean, jesus god.
i had to kiss him. while drunk. i just had to... like i can't control myself ever if he's around.
and this is the reason i honestly never wanted to drink around the people i work with. especially him....
fuck all.
i had to kiss him. while drunk. i just had to... like i can't control myself ever if he's around.
and this is the reason i honestly never wanted to drink around the people i work with. especially him....
fuck all.