Revelations > Ramblings
Experienced a little more of what life has to offer last night. All in all probably not something I'll ever do again. We shared some laughs and good movies, but on the whole it wasn't worth it. There was a permeating paranoia. Couldn't look at any one place for too long lest reality slip. Closing my eyes was no better. All that was behind my eye lids was vertigo and fear. In the face of such an unstable reality any man would eventually fold. The most resolute would crumble given enough time. What chance could I possibly have against it?
I saw myself without wax and it wasn't pretty.
3 storms passed last night, the first of the year and they were massive.
This morning I woke up an new man. The world is a little more concrete than yesterday. Everything around me is definite and there's a comfort to be taken from that. Nothing has changed. I'm still who I was and what I was the day before, but something is different. For the moment everything seems more manageable. I may not know what I'm doing or where I'm headed in the long run, but right now, that's ok.
I saw myself without wax and it wasn't pretty.
3 storms passed last night, the first of the year and they were massive.
This morning I woke up an new man. The world is a little more concrete than yesterday. Everything around me is definite and there's a comfort to be taken from that. Nothing has changed. I'm still who I was and what I was the day before, but something is different. For the moment everything seems more manageable. I may not know what I'm doing or where I'm headed in the long run, but right now, that's ok.