Sounds so cheesy, and it is, but idgaf.
Its funny how much you can miss someone in three days. Its funny that I don't ever remember being this pleased when someone was away from me I loved dearly and returned..
Josh got home while I was still at work, I came home for lunch, but didn't call (which he whined about because he would've made me food). When I got here he was sleeping on his tummy on the couch and the door was unlocked. I snuck in and tackled, yes, literally tackled him from behind and just laid there cuddling him for quite a while. Ohhh myyyy godddd. ^______________________^ I almost didn't come home for lunch because I knew I would not want to go back to work. But, I only had 2 hours left of my shift. (9 hours of getting paid extra, hell. yes.) While I was gone back to work Josh made me burgers and fries and happiness.
But seriously, last night when we kissed and kissed and kissed I could not wipe the stupid grin off my face because I was seriously having flashbacks of the very first time he came to my house and we kissed and kissed and kissed. He kept stopping and being like, "What?!" and I'm like :D :D :D :D "Nothingggg."
I'm just really content with things at this point in time. At this point in time. I'm sure I'll be worrying and stuff about everything will happen later. But I am going to suck all the happiness out of this moment. ALL OF IT!
*SIDENOTE, COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT*
Isn't it funny how minuscule things in your life that used to be SO IMPORTANT can become? Liiiike.. looking good in a picture every time? Or checking social networking sites constantly? Or updating social networks constantly? Or who thinks who is a better friend? Or who talks to who or does what with who and when? Or what money is spent on you or something else? Etc, etc. Its all so... unimportant...
I'm so damn thankful for what I do have lately its insane. I'm about to go mail off a card to my parents in which I wrote a letter of how thankful I am and how they are my heroes, etc. etc. They will cry and if I hear about it making them sad or they send me something back, I will cry. Almost makes me feel guilty for being so heartfelt.
I keep having dreams about friends I wish I had here or used to have at home. Jessi at work offered to dye my hair in the future. I would rather have Josh help ME do it just for the experience and fun, but I might take her up on the offer just to chill with her (I'm also positive she'd do a better job). (Although I did find out she's in her later 20s and has two kids? She looks and sounds so much younger. Who cares though? Not me. She's cool beans.)
Josh got home while I was still at work, I came home for lunch, but didn't call (which he whined about because he would've made me food). When I got here he was sleeping on his tummy on the couch and the door was unlocked. I snuck in and tackled, yes, literally tackled him from behind and just laid there cuddling him for quite a while. Ohhh myyyy godddd. ^______________________^ I almost didn't come home for lunch because I knew I would not want to go back to work. But, I only had 2 hours left of my shift. (9 hours of getting paid extra, hell. yes.) While I was gone back to work Josh made me burgers and fries and happiness.
But seriously, last night when we kissed and kissed and kissed I could not wipe the stupid grin off my face because I was seriously having flashbacks of the very first time he came to my house and we kissed and kissed and kissed. He kept stopping and being like, "What?!" and I'm like :D :D :D :D "Nothingggg."
I'm just really content with things at this point in time. At this point in time. I'm sure I'll be worrying and stuff about everything will happen later. But I am going to suck all the happiness out of this moment. ALL OF IT!
*SIDENOTE, COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT*
Isn't it funny how minuscule things in your life that used to be SO IMPORTANT can become? Liiiike.. looking good in a picture every time? Or checking social networking sites constantly? Or updating social networks constantly? Or who thinks who is a better friend? Or who talks to who or does what with who and when? Or what money is spent on you or something else? Etc, etc. Its all so... unimportant...
I'm so damn thankful for what I do have lately its insane. I'm about to go mail off a card to my parents in which I wrote a letter of how thankful I am and how they are my heroes, etc. etc. They will cry and if I hear about it making them sad or they send me something back, I will cry. Almost makes me feel guilty for being so heartfelt.
I keep having dreams about friends I wish I had here or used to have at home. Jessi at work offered to dye my hair in the future. I would rather have Josh help ME do it just for the experience and fun, but I might take her up on the offer just to chill with her (I'm also positive she'd do a better job). (Although I did find out she's in her later 20s and has two kids? She looks and sounds so much younger. Who cares though? Not me. She's cool beans.)