Heyyyy people
I haven't put a post up here in a while, and a couple people mentioned that. So i figured i'd dedicate this one to them :P. Not that its anything worth reading but just hope that i will post again.
The lack of posts most likely contributed to the fact that i pretty much just forgot about lj, coupled with a lack of real in my face inspiration. Although im becoming an insomniac and seeing things differently now, which is good and bad in its own right, but there will likely be some posts soon.
Igneous is sorta back up again, im on a drumset playin with people which is always awesome :). So i have band practice to look forward to every now and then to kill the monotony that is the current state of my mundane life. Other than that, stuff is just kinda stagnant. I feel like im in my mid life crisis even though my life hasn't even yet to begin.
Life just seems like such a formidable adversary, to be successful, ahhh what about the risk of failure ahhh actual effort. Then again one must consider what the definition of successful is. Thats the real challenge and SHIT is it a difficult one.
Money money money, big house, fast cars blah blah blah. Thus far in my life success seems to me to be helping people, changing their lives in ways big and small, (very very vague i know, but everybody needs different things and being specific would be a injustice to the cause). Being rich, having resources, has next to nothing to do with the ability to help people. Holding a door for somebody, listening, smiling at a stranger, giving compliments, all little tiny shit to u can have such a HUGE impact on peoples days or even lives. Iunno just another thing along with my philosophy that little things mean EVERYTHING.
Damn, another case of me just wanting to write somethin simple that then explodes into 80 thousand things that get all garbled together. I'll just end it here, more stuff will come soonish.
~~~~~~~~Thanks for reading and God bless.
The lack of posts most likely contributed to the fact that i pretty much just forgot about lj, coupled with a lack of real in my face inspiration. Although im becoming an insomniac and seeing things differently now, which is good and bad in its own right, but there will likely be some posts soon.
Igneous is sorta back up again, im on a drumset playin with people which is always awesome :). So i have band practice to look forward to every now and then to kill the monotony that is the current state of my mundane life. Other than that, stuff is just kinda stagnant. I feel like im in my mid life crisis even though my life hasn't even yet to begin.
Life just seems like such a formidable adversary, to be successful, ahhh what about the risk of failure ahhh actual effort. Then again one must consider what the definition of successful is. Thats the real challenge and SHIT is it a difficult one.
Money money money, big house, fast cars blah blah blah. Thus far in my life success seems to me to be helping people, changing their lives in ways big and small, (very very vague i know, but everybody needs different things and being specific would be a injustice to the cause). Being rich, having resources, has next to nothing to do with the ability to help people. Holding a door for somebody, listening, smiling at a stranger, giving compliments, all little tiny shit to u can have such a HUGE impact on peoples days or even lives. Iunno just another thing along with my philosophy that little things mean EVERYTHING.
Damn, another case of me just wanting to write somethin simple that then explodes into 80 thousand things that get all garbled together. I'll just end it here, more stuff will come soonish.
~~~~~~~~Thanks for reading and God bless.