cant keep my eyes dry...
So yeah. The tears are flowing because i dont think i can do this. I try to feed him, but he makes it very difficult. I cant hold him still cause ill squish him, and i cant hold his head cause it will choke him. Cant hold him upside down and feed him cause the stuff will go down his lungs. he wont eat on his own as you already know, not his grass, not his raisins, not his water. He just goes in his whichever corner when i put him down and lays down. I cry as i try to feed him cause i dont want him to die of starvation or thirst, and im so frusterated cause he dosent know better. He just thinks im trying to hurt him. at this point, i dont know whats going to happen. its only been 2 and a half days. Im smoking a cigarette that i found in the ashtrey, and i dont even know know who smokes marlboro. perhaps it was a brian emergency ciggy, and right now, i dont give a shit. I just dont want to lose 2 animals in a month. make that 3. my fish died 2 months ago.