school.

Feb 22, 2005 13:19

well today, was.. well im in school. every1 is talkin bout my hair. cauz i dyed it. and they all say they liked it. um. Kasey is mad at me or some shit cauz i left her cauz i wanted to go sit. but what the fuck ever. wow, today is one of thoes days where i really miss my friends at Creek and Alt. . like i didnt know i'd be So lost with out my friends. its like im no1 with out them. I feel like ive been Depending on them for SO much, and they have always been there for me. that now im all alone. its one of thoes feelings that you think about and your whole heart falls to your stomach. i guess this is how lonley feels. Well, idk anymore. I talked to a couple pple about me liking JJ. and theyve all freaked out on me. and now i dont think i wanna like him.I know thats really wrong cauz i sh9ouldne care wut other pple think, but they have talked me out of likeing him. Like theyre like, Well.. i hate him, u cant go out wit out with him.He killed my bestfriend. pple just dont understand. hes not crazy or nethhing. hes REALLY nice. and then its the whole, well he might get mad at u and hurt u. and im like.. no. they just cant fuckin understand hes not crazy. and i really do beleive he didnt mean to kill that kid. i think he just hit him in the wrong place. like.. omg. im so stressed about all this too. all my friends at NSB know shane and kno woo killed him. but JJ just doesnt seem like the1 to do that. like i kno every1 is reading this thinkin im crazy, cauz i like sum1 woo killed sum1. but plz dont judge him untill you have met him. But, well if you read this yeah.. G2g

-BrOkEn In A mIlLiOn AnD tWo PeIcEs-
*bLAIR*
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