Everyone is so fake.
Well nothing really exciting happened today, or atleast I can't rememeber if anything did. haha Well I've been annoyed by some things lately, and I guess I should just let it all out now...
Okay so since before the Summer of '04 everything was really really good. I mean I had a good life, nothing was going wrong, me and my friends were the best of friends, I was happy etc. etc. And summer came and all of us got into trouble in one way or another, and we all agreed it was a really fun and memorable summer. And at the time it didn't seem like alot of things changed. or so I thought. So going back to school, everything would be good, but that wasn't the case. I mean it started off a good year for like the first two days, and then I realized that it just wasn't the same. And as time went on it hit me that everyone has changed. And yes I understand you change as you grow up, but that doesn't mean ditching your so called 'best friends' for some stupid boy. Yeah I really love it when people tell me "Ooh your such a good friend" and can't even pick up the phone anymore to call me, when we used to talk like everyday and hang out. And another thing is my grade is really super gay. And alot of people have just been annoying me lately, by the little things they do. We promised eachother we'd be friends forever, but were not going to be. I seriously can only think of like 5 or 6 people who I can talk to and trust that are TRUE friends. And you know who you are, I love you guys with all my heart, thanks for always being there for me.:) I miss the way things used to be so much...And to my Jillian Marie, I love you dearly, thank you so much for everything. Its mean alot to me knowing you always have my back, and your ALWAYS there for a talk. I seriously don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much Jilly Poo.
And then there is still that one person who I wish I could talk to right now. He's the only one who understands me, or knows me well enough to know what I mean. And when I'm in a bad mood he's there to put a smile on my face. I wish I could just talk to you right now, and "vent" because you totally understand how I am, and understand why I say the things I do, and all that. Thanks for putting up with me all this time. It means alot to me. I love you so much.
Well thats not all that I wanted to say, but if I could say all that I wanted to, and say everything that was bugging me or was going wrong or thats messed up, this would be a really long entry, so I decided not to do that because I don't need to vent that much, I just needed to get that part out...
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Okay so since before the Summer of '04 everything was really really good. I mean I had a good life, nothing was going wrong, me and my friends were the best of friends, I was happy etc. etc. And summer came and all of us got into trouble in one way or another, and we all agreed it was a really fun and memorable summer. And at the time it didn't seem like alot of things changed. or so I thought. So going back to school, everything would be good, but that wasn't the case. I mean it started off a good year for like the first two days, and then I realized that it just wasn't the same. And as time went on it hit me that everyone has changed. And yes I understand you change as you grow up, but that doesn't mean ditching your so called 'best friends' for some stupid boy. Yeah I really love it when people tell me "Ooh your such a good friend" and can't even pick up the phone anymore to call me, when we used to talk like everyday and hang out. And another thing is my grade is really super gay. And alot of people have just been annoying me lately, by the little things they do. We promised eachother we'd be friends forever, but were not going to be. I seriously can only think of like 5 or 6 people who I can talk to and trust that are TRUE friends. And you know who you are, I love you guys with all my heart, thanks for always being there for me.:) I miss the way things used to be so much...And to my Jillian Marie, I love you dearly, thank you so much for everything. Its mean alot to me knowing you always have my back, and your ALWAYS there for a talk. I seriously don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much Jilly Poo.
And then there is still that one person who I wish I could talk to right now. He's the only one who understands me, or knows me well enough to know what I mean. And when I'm in a bad mood he's there to put a smile on my face. I wish I could just talk to you right now, and "vent" because you totally understand how I am, and understand why I say the things I do, and all that. Thanks for putting up with me all this time. It means alot to me. I love you so much.
Well thats not all that I wanted to say, but if I could say all that I wanted to, and say everything that was bugging me or was going wrong or thats messed up, this would be a really long entry, so I decided not to do that because I don't need to vent that much, I just needed to get that part out...
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