well...
Everything got pretty fucked up today...I don't think Mary Beth and I will be getting back together any time soon. I wish things could have worked out better. I loved her with all my heart. But I guess sometimes two people just aren't meant to be together. I couldn't stand how demanding she was and she always seemed to find something wrong with me...There's not much more I can do about it. It hurts a lot. I feel like my heart is in my head and trying to break out, but at the same time is sitting in the pit of my stomach just punching me from inside. I'm choked up and at a loss of words. I'm in a lot of pain. And I don't think this is going to go away quickly.