Feb 09, 2006 13:06
Wow, I so went livejournal-esque recently. It was bad. I might as well have gotten myspace and started cutting myself at night.
I was upset cuz I had a thing for this girl, ended up kissing her, and then she decided to date some other guy she was already getting involved with. Awesome girl, but that was total bullshit. I just couldn't get over it. But you know what? That sort of thing really isn't worth my time. I'd love to stay friends with her, but that's up to her at this point. Again, whatever.
So because of this, I was doing the emo away messages, and out of pure coincidence, I was listening to emo music. I began to notice how everything reminded me of her and I was always thinking about it. It was pretty fucking gay. But I've come to the realization that it just wasn't worth it.
My conclusions:
1) Girls are bad people in general. (Not all, and I'm not gay.)
2) It's not worth your time to hang on something you can't change. Move on. It's easier and less stressful. Things will work themselves out if they're going to.
3) Don't try to date younger girls. It's a headache. They're not to your level yet.
4) Don't try to date 2 girls successively who are best friends. It's fun and comes out somewhat comical, but ends up being way too stressful.
5) Don't EVER go emo. It's fucking gay.
6) I want lunch. I'm gonna go get lunch.
Thank you for your time. I hopefully won't be updating again for a while.