Aug 18, 2006 21:39
And this relationship is torturous. Every time I hear you voice, I yearn for it. Every time you say "I love you", I get tears to my eyes. And then, I suddenly miss what we had. And then, I think... I can't trust you with the whole ordeal. You say you love me.. but that never stopped you. You say you can change, but that won't last long. But, I truly do miss talking to you. And our random inside jokes.
If true love comes once, then why would it go so abruptly? Why would it had died as quickly as it had? Would I have been fooling myself with my own trickery? Had it been that way entirely? Some things I just don't understand. If love was so grand, why had it made me cry? You fall in and out of love. But.. I don't know where I am at.