I Forgive You... Don't Fret
I would really like to say, I love you. I have never been in love before you. Most people ask me how do you know? I can't honestly answer them because, it is just a thing you know. Just something that happens. You can't stop it once it has happened. Love has no words to describe it but itself. Love is the only thing I see when I look at you. When I look into your eyes, I can see a future. A future of us together. I can see us growing older, staying together, always together. I don't know what else to say. I love you. But you keep telling me you feel that you aren't good enough for me. How can you say that? You are perfect for me. Every time you say that it hurts me. I don't want to admit it.. but it does. It lingers as well. That is why I have been crying. Because you keep pushing me away, further and further away. Always telling me that I deserve better. You can't get any better. You are perfect. I am only a mere portion of merely perfect. You see differently. Your perspective is different than mine. You see you are fat, I see you as not(I will admit that you are not the smallest, but I don't want you smaller). You see you as unworthy, I see you as completely worthy. You see me as too good for you, I see me as too good for nothing. You notice the bigger things, I notice the smaller details, even though the whole picture is what that counts. You see yourself as ugly, I don't understand how because I think you are the most attractive one.. your personality makes it even better. You are fun and sweet, and make me complete. Without you, you've seen what I look like. Tears streaming down my face, running after you, not know what I was doing... in pajamas and no shoes... running over sharp rocks, not feeling any pain but the pain I felt inside. You made a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes, I forgive you because I love you and know that you aren't always going to seem perfect. You learn from them, how else do you think we got all the great things in this world... how we got all the things that ruin our environment... and such... because if no one learned from their mistakes, we would still be marrying our cousins in Europe.....