Another nightmare
So, i was just woken up by a nightmare, again.
We were all driving down to the cabin, I don't remember why Tim, Micah, Lyle and Brian were with us, but, they were. We stop by a festival in a little town, and i drink a bit, and then a huuuge spoon/bowl was passed my way and i took a hit. It was amazing. haha I wish actual weed was that easy to hit it was like hookah (alas, just a dream). Matthew then took it from me, and took a hit too. I stared at him amazed.
"You really just did that? I thought....I thought you never did that?"
"it's a dream -smile- i can do whatever i want" and i waved him off as silly.
We get back in the car later, and continue driving. My car dies somwhere just inside the maryland border. A nice truck driver picks us up and continues on our way. I get cold, and Lyle offers me his shirt, I smile and say thanks while i put it on. We drive for a while, and the truck driver goes through a city (which i see now should be baltimore). We see all these aliens lined up outside of a beautiful southern style home. I ask the driver to stop and let us out. I wander over and see the owner and get all happy! I talk with her for a bit, trying to haggle a room from her. Tim then screams behind me. I look over and he's giggling and jumping about. I ask him what's going on, and he replies that it's OTAKON! I get super excited too, and then find out that tim had won this Huuuuge thousand dollar room. So we all start unpacking, and yasmin and christopher show up. Yasmin is all exasperated, and i ask why and she says
"well, i just called ahead, and we do infact have the room, and I just hate this long drive you know?" my face falls. I look over at Matthew who is having a blast looking at all the costumed people, and trying to figure out where we're sleeping...I get depressed, and walk over and ask him
"Well, we deffinitely got the cabin. That means I paid for it and everything....do you want to go or stay here?" and he looks at me, and without even a speck of thought answers
"Dude! It's OTAKON! I'm staying here!" and he runs off to talk with Tim.
I'm crying, because I'm now about 300 dollars down the hole. I can't cancel, and I want to be with Matthew. Yasmin is pissed because she drove 4 hours to find out she isn't going to the cabin. I'm stressing over this...i'm pleading with Matthew telling him it cost me 300 bucks, i can't cancel cause it's so close to the check-in time....please, please say you want to come..please...
he ignores me...and keeps talking to tim. Yasmin huffs and leaves and get's back in the car, and drives off. I fall to the floor crying...and no one notices...