when its over

[truejew16]

i wish you could just understand
really how much i liked you.
you just dont get it.
I had to stop talking to you, see you, feeling you.
I need to separate myself form you,
not because im mad,
its because it just hurts that much.
If im friends with you when im lonely,
its only going to lead to other things
and not by ur fault, but by my own.
Ill never forget any of it.
and i know you liked me.
i just liked you more.
and thats always dangerous.
so please just understand that i need this time.
i need to be ok again.
i need to move on.
and this is the only way.

i want to believe it's killing you just as much.
i hope its hurting you.
because then i know you cared.
i this is having no effect on you
then these past 6 months meant nothing
to you
because to me
they were so much