Dec 09, 2004 18:50
I'm so confused right now... i'm thinking about way to many things at one time... just like everything tahts going on right now is getting to me and theres like nothing i can do about it, if i could trust me i would. If i could be happy then id take the opportunity because right now the things that make me happy are also the things that make me the most upset who would have known? with all this shit though im just so lost like one second im happy about something then im like fuck i shouldnt be happy... shows what things can do to you, shows what people can do
i just dont know anymore, being younger allowed you to be carefree and just happy .... and its not even like im going through the "typical teenage depression" i am partially but in other ways what im going through has nothign to do with age it has to do with family or just lonliness
eh but thats all i really wanted to say so bye for now
lie to me, tell me that you care