hmm i havent updated in awhile but what can i say everythings been great with Derek couldnt be happier. Im so lucky to have a great guy who loves me and i love back okay anyways hmm what else can i say well thanks Joanna i do feel better now and my ankle is doing better for those who know that i got hurt ......i dont know why people start saying stuff when they dont know anything but those kinds of people will be who they are...... yeah im tired of being in crutches there so annoying(but like some people say im faking it when im not but whatever) okay i cant be mean cause im not low like them ill be nice im not gonna say anything bad about anybody because thats stupid and i dont have problems with people other than that life has been good cant wait till spring break i get to be with Derek yay well anyway today he came over to help me with my homework (awe i love you thank you so much you always help me with everything i need muah) we finally finished and then my mom cooked dinner it was yummy as usual well im off to go talk to Derek take care and good night to all
~*Cyndi*~
I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
but would she even care
I still remember when she looked at me
that frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere
I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will alway hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'cause now I see
Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie (I don't lie)
That your fake (I'm not Fake)
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take (I don't take)
What you can (what I can)
I could take every fucking game you play
Blow it all away
but would you even care
I could take all those lies you said to me
Never go away
Never dissapear
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see
Now I'm far away from you (You're always far away)
I'll never bring back yesterday (bring back yesterday)
You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you
I'll never bring back yesterday
I always take
What I can