lets see reflecting on old memories(it makes no sence)
i havent updated in awhile cause nothing has happened thats fun or interseting and anyway no one reads my journal or cares about me? execpt you derek this year is pretty good so far and i dont know lately ive been confused on different things ive been stressed or something i dont know theres so many things on my mind so much to do in so little time i guess i need to take it easy i need to get away from it all :yes: well anyway well i hope all my old friends are doing great i havent talked to most of them i still consider most of them good friends but i dont know how other poeple think of me so i cant say much there but i miss my friends i dont know who to run to anymore the only one i can go to is derek which i dont mind but i guess i miss haveing girlfriends to have those girl talks with but i guess its not happening i wish people knew what i felt what i go through i know one person does (mooah)but i know that ill always be here and there for poeple whenever they need me ill always be here for anyone even if you dont like me or if you dont know me or if we dont talk much im here for all ill help how ever i can people you probley think im all weird im not a weirdo or a stalker i dont think i am well i dont know what you all think of me people think lots of me but i dont care what you think of me i know im not all that well liked and thats fine and if i ever hurt you in anyway im sorry i never ment to well i hope you dont hate me well i guess im just gonna sit and stare at the computer screen how fun? this whole thing is just is nonsense hehe well ill talk to you all later buh bye and take care
Pinned this one last, because it was the hardest, Yet it meant the most to me at the same time, Feelings are tough to explain, when what i feel is bigger than any word that i can find! So i wrote you this song, To tell you i love you, But I kno that thats much less than you deserve, It's all so much less, Then these feelings im feeling, I hope my actions speak louder than words... Call me whenever, and i will come running, Im ready and waiting for ever for you, Ill give you my whole heart, To hold as your keepsake, If you should ever need proof... Remembering the times that we spent together, I know how good it feels to be in your arms, Im always so happy and filled up with laughter, when ever im with you i feel safe and warm, So i wrote you this song, to tell you i love you...